Friday, 12 June 2015
In 40 days, school ends.
In 43 days, I am going on holiday.
I am going on a boy cleanse.
I want to be boy free in 40 days. I don't want to be thinking/imagining/in love/texting any boys.
I don't want to spend the whole 6 weeks of my summer pining over a stupid boy. I will stop texting all boys, and completely going boy free. I know at first it's going to be weird, I guess I like the comfort and compliments you get, haha.
How will I do this? I'm going to spend a lot less time on my phone, so I cannot stalk anyone. I will find some books to read. Listen to more music. Probably spend more time on tumblr (not his!). Hopefully see some more friends.
By boy cleanse I don't mean I'm going to turn into some complete sad person overnight. I will continue to talk to my best mate, who's a boy. My boy cleanse I mean boys that are wasting my time and effort. Ones that have mood swings and mess with my head. Especially slow replies.You know the ones I mean: Fuckboys. I won;t start talking to any new boys. I won't develop feelings for anyone.
It would be really nice to meet someone on holiday! Just a friend though.
I hate the feeling when you wake up in the morning to no texts/notifications.
I want to do this because I hate the feeling when you check your phone and no one has text you. When you're waiting for that someone and it just doesn't happen. I want to wake up in the morning and not check my phone for his twitter/ask.fm/snapchat/instagram/text.
I want to be independent and happy with he people that actually care for me through everything.
Bye Bye Boys.