I just need a little place to vent. If you don't want to read this, It's cool I understand but just skip straight down to my last blog post.
I'm feeling confused at the moment. It's perfectly normal to be confused, you're probably just trying to figure everything out and get a good balance of school,boys and friends.
I was walking home with my best mate and my ex was walking behind us. We were also walking with a couple of boys. He came a joined us and it was so fucking awkward. I'm trying to move on but there are still feelings there and he kept staring at me and wasn't even trying to avoid it. He then started to flirt with my best mate, Why?
Just every time I see him it brings back everything, it was weird walking without talking, laughing or holding hands.
The reason I'm confused is because I'm not sure if him flirting with other girls bothers me or not. We also had a weird argument thing where I may have been a little out of order. I just want him to be straight with me. Part of me wants him to want me and part of me wants him to leave me the fuck alone.